Misunderstood

Today on October 5th, me anad my man broke up. When we met,  I didint want to commit myself to another guy because i knew i was gonna get hurt. I was just waiting for the time when it was gonna happen. He was promising me all these things so i decided to give him a chance and trust him. But all tht trusting went to waste because he never learned to trust me. When i was pregnant with our daughter, i knew when she was gonna be borned me and him would have problems, thts why i became scared and i asked him would he ever fall out of love with me? He told me no tht he will always love me. But i knew it was just a lie because everytime when a guy cant deal with stress or things get to hard for them they automatically stop loving u. Girls no matter how hard it is we always love the guy and maybe thts a mistake us girls do. Why stick by someone through thick and thin but tht person cant be there for u when the road is rough. I want a guy who will always love me even through the rain and i thought he was tht guy. when i met him he had such a good heart i thought he would love me unconditionally.

Being in pain from a guy is thee worst feeling because when u love someone it doesnt go away, its like u gotta force ya self to stop being inlove with tht person, and i hate being force to do tht. 

I kept on trying not to fall inlove with him because i didnt want to get hurt, And im mad at myself for falling inlove. im so through with love and i dont want love in my life anymore. 

He always thinks im tryna cause him stress. But all i wanted was for him to trust me.

How can i be with someone who dont trust me, of coarse thts gonna cause problems in our relationship. I wanted him since i was his girl, and like any relationship we suppose to look out for each other, we suppose to sometimes go to each other for advice, hes still always going to his mom for advice. shes thee only woman he trust, i want some of tht trust, he couldnt even trust me when i told him something would be good for his own child, he trusted his mom before he trusted me on tht decsion. And tht really made me so upset. 

what if we moved out toghether, and me and him wanted to think about how we gonna pay rent or whatever, i feel he would go to his family for advice, and not work tht with me. He doesnt know what it is to be in a relationship with a girl. He doesnt know what it is to for  a girl and a guy to work together , I feel like im being blamed  for just wanting his trust. Am i wrong for wanting his trust, am i wrong for just wanting him to listen to me when i say his child needs something without him going to ask his mom if he should get it. i dont think im wrong for any of it. i dont think he should of stopped loving me from wanting those things from him. 

He called me a ghetto snob, and tht really hurt me because im not ghetto amd i deserve tht, i just get so mad because he dont understand what i be trying to say to him. 

I just feel like i messed up a relationship just because i wanted him to trust me, it doesnt make any sense tht we r not together anymore, all he had to do was trust me.